Still eating out. *kicks stuff* The broker I get, the more I want to eat out. The more I eat out, the broker I get. Must. stop. vicious. cycle. I have no idea what I would do without my online support friends. Keeps me focused even when I am not doing so hot with the actual improving itself. So, yay for that.

Going to the doc tomorrow for glucose test and to dicuss ultrasound results. They better have found something because crazy Russian torture lady bruised me with her big ultrasound wand. Ouch!

STOP EATING OUT! COOK YOUR OWN FUCKING FOOD!

Jeez.

Ug. I just ate too much!! Why why why?!? Sundays seem to be the hardest for me. I generally get up later on Sundays so I end up having a late breakfast or lunch. Then I am hungry in the middle of the day and I go straight for the carbs. I could have just eaten the little bit of left-over spagetti with lots of the very good for me extra low fat turkey and green peppers tomato sauce but nooooooooooo! I had to munch down a bunch of croutons, too! I knew I should have gotten some soy crisps on my way home from work on Friday. Gah.

Now I am feeling all bloated and gross. *pouty* I must remember this feeling!!